funny how in the middle of the night
my mind keeps sensing your presence
in my dreams and in everything
and by the time a new dawn comes upon us
the corners of my room is
still filled with YOU
funny how we used to fly so high
on cloud nine and kiss ’til the rain stops pouring
and now we pass by each other
as if everything that was once magical
has now faded into oblivion
i can feel every bit of your happiness when
you left me and found another
and the universe hates fairness
so it made sure our hearts dont break even
one is happier than the other
i just dont know which one..
maybe im too naive to comprehend
this whole idea of love.. that love
is so beautiful when in reality
it really is not..
but then again..
love CAN be beautiful
if those who play the game plays it well
it is not love to blame for all the hurt
its rejection that hurts..
’tis the drama that’s dull
depression doesn’t happen with love
but it happens with hurt
and hurt comes when trust breaks
and one pushes the other away
but in the end,
who is to say that the love once formed
isn’t beautiful at all?
of course it is beautiful because
even if you deny it,
i was once your sanity and
you were once my oxygen
it just so happened that love left us
and that we found love with another
so dear reader,
i am in a hangover
from all the stuff and memories
he left behind
because its far too impossible for me
to ever forget
all of him.